Last few months

Hell of a time. A lot happened.

Thought, even more did not. I finally unwrapped my tablet and happen to discover I’m being obsessed with it. I didn’t change my OS which is bad. Yet, it gave me an opportunity to learn new things about how I hate commercial companies (one of those actually hired me and assigned duties I wouldn’t be able to accomplish on linux with my current knowledge about it’s applications).

More personal: my girlfriend isn’t my girlfriend any more. People do weird stuff when they fall apart. I guess it’s time of changes… So I changed my hair slightly. OK, I changed my hair a lot. And it’s high time to check out when I can write my maths exam (I was away when we took it) and polish my PHP.

Again, things to be done. Lots of those lately.

Cheers,
Matthew

Goodbye-Microsoft

Small hours of the day.

Another crash without a reason. Another loss of time and data. I’m tired of this. Since I didn’t have time to free enough disk space and prepare myself for changing OS, I had to restore that piece of shit back to life once more. Last time I hope.

In always run,
Matthew

Occupational experience

Weird thing. It’s something you gain at work while solving uncommon problems, yet, absence of it keeps you out of work. And if you think odd jobs are answer then think again. Would you employ someone basing on a CV without any serious record? Even if the interview goes well, a reasonable employer will give a job to a man who doesn’t need further training and showed the same or even less amount of skill.

I look around and see five choices. First, the common one: do nothing. Second, hopeless: keep sending applications for positions one actually would like to get. Third, naive: make a masterpiece, then wait until someone gives a crap (!?). Fourth which is typical science-fiction: open your own business providing a service related to your occupation, yet, uncommon in your area. And finally fifth – the most likely one: find a job below your qualifications.

Not sympathising with any of those,
Matthew

After midnight

It’s late night.

I came back from my odd job’s customer about two hours ago. It took long run to satisfy everyone but it’s done… methinks. It was busy day and still, I can’t fall asleep. I tried to recover some disk space, it’s always boring I guess. I’m not sure if 03:38am is still today or already tomorrow. Seems wrong both ways, thought, it isn’t important any more. My urgent necessity to run speaks up. Need for speed and wind.

Cheers,
Matthew

Magandang tanghali

Hi there,

It’s a rainy afternoon – almost an evening. Today’s the day to do nothing, yet, I’ve got to help my girlfriend with her thesis. That’s how I say “welcome to my life” on this log. But hey! I’d better hurry take a shower and hit the road ’cause my evening nine o’clock has a similar job for me. It’s neat and easy money… from strangers. Girlfriends get it with a whole package for free. Can someone tell me why it actually works this way? Some day we will split so why bother? ‘Cause I don’t know…

Cheers,
Matthew